I (don't) want to be a writer
As I posted my last blog, I noticed it has been a bit more than one year since I started this blog. In this time, I wrote several blog posts. Many of them are just random thoughts that kept my mind busy, and I wanted to write about them, just to find out in the end that I failed to describe them as I wanted.
My first post was on the 3rd of November last year. I wrote in that post that I want to keep my blogging simple. My main goal was to write my thoughts without much filtering. I knew that perfectionism is a big trap that can lead me away from my main goal.
Still, I fell for it. In the last few months, I have been more occupied with polishing my writings than actually writing. Part of this is because I read many well-written texts on different blogs and wanted to be one of those who can write well-written texts.
But I don't. I just want to keep writing about different abstract ideas in my mind and keep failing.